Come on baby work with me here!

I know all I talk about is Brooksen but come on were gettin down to the wire here and I am just so ready to see him! Yesterday he decided to give me a little teaser and I should've listened but I didn't and he's still inside stayin nice and cozy... At around 10:30 in the morning I had contractions and they really started hurting but I didn't think it was the real thing so I was like eh i'm probably fine. Then I went to my moms and she could tell they were really bothering me and she was like I think those are real dani.. and of course I was like i'm fine. By about 12:30 they were every 2-5 min apart (hello retartd go to the hospital) so I was just telling myself don't read into it it's probably not a big deal even though I couldn't really stand up straight. So I went home to tell chris we should probably go and I really started timing them good. It scared Chris so bad the poor bugger couldn't finish his lunch then around 2 they just stopped came to a complete hault! Ugh! I was so mad if I would've just went they would've kept me when the nurse told me that I was so frustrated and I haven't had "real" contractions since :(


That night chris and I went on a date and it seriously felt like one of our very first dates he was being so sweet and made me feel so special I think we both realized this is our last moments together and even though I am so excited for our baby it all kind of hit me last night Chris and I have spent 3 years dating and 3 years married together by ourselves and it's gonna be a huge change to leave our comfortable lives for something completely different. I am just grateful we had all of those years together to cherish together I wouldn't of had it any other way and I love him so much and I honestly feel like he is my absolute best friend because of the time we've had. On the flip side I was thinking how lucky we are that Brooksen chose us to be his parents how cool is that I feel so inadequate until I think the lord loved us enough to send us him there is a reason for that and I am so blessed some people spend forever just trying to get a baby so I am just happy we get the chance to be parents and I wouldn't want to do it with any other person than Chris.

From just the 2 of us to almost 3 and I cannot wait for this adventure to start!

No more teasers Brooksen it's time to come for real!